Below are the 15 most recent journal entries recorded in kimberamber's LiveJournal:

Friday, March 6th, 2009
10:30 am	I wish I could be pretty I'm never going to feel pretty or cute or beautiful in a feminine way. I'm never going to get that and it hurts a little...a lot. There's this want for that that I want. I want to have had a cute little girl moment in my life and I'm not suddenly wanting to be one of those baby people but cute little Shirley Temple treatment. But I'm never going to get that or the pretty pretty princess moment or the prom moment or the bride moment or any of those other times girls dream about because I'm never going to be that pretty girl no matter what I do. The bitch is mad and sad and all round bitchy right now. Current Mood: disappointed Current Music: That ear ringing silence (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 25th, 2009
11:35 am	Yeah it goes in cycles Getting that girlie urge again. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 7th, 2008
9:12 am	Hose, stockings and nailpolish What is it about hose stockings and nailpolish that is just such a turn on? I love it when I have my legs shaved and covered in sheer form hugging hose and my toenails are either red or black. It's heaven. I feel pretty and sexy and can't help but touch them as much as possible. It's just so freakin' Yummy. Current Mood: curious (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 22nd, 2007
11:44 am	Went out and got me some nice stuff: since I couldn't find a sheer shirt got this:   Wanted a female version of the shoes I normally wear so got this: And just for the fun of it: Fun is finding out you can walk in your first 4" heels. Current Mood: excited Current Music: Man! I feel Like a woman by Shania Twain (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 31st, 2007
4:23 pm	A little lonely Is there anyone out there that wants to chat on Msn messenger? I need another CD to talk to. Current Mood: lonely (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 20th, 2006
12:10 pm	An other story this one done by request Wedding Daze By Kim Torence ( Read more... ) Current Music: Man! I feel Like a woman by Shania Twain (Comment on this)
Thursday, June 15th, 2006
3:28 pm	Sales sucks and I'm sick of stupid people Phone sales is the seventh level of hell. You have to be as kind nice and corgel as you can be and still you're a bitch if you don't help them the way they want to be helped. I hate people sometimes I really do and I'm sure the job doesn't help but I have to keep it because it's the only money coming in and we like food and shelter. I tend to be a problem solver and a peace maker and the way this place goes I'm burning my soul out...but I can't leave till things get better it's the only stable thing we got...makes me want to cry, and scream and run away. I feel like a little girl lost in the woods in a torn, burned princess costume after being attacted. I don't know where to run Current Mood: aggravated (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 14th, 2006
5:12 pm	Those new to my little world Feel to look at some of the stories I wrote sometime ago and tell me how much they suck they were my tries at transgender body swap fiction. Current Mood: artistic Current Music: Androgeny By Garbage (Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 13th, 2006
6:17 pm	Interesting You scored as Female. Being mostly female by thought, is even though (still) considered inferior to masculinity in Western culture, a good thing in many ways:By definition it means that you are more creative, and sensitive towards your environment, enabling you to express yourself freely. </td> Either 79% Female 79% Male 57% Neither 25% Should you be MALE or FEMALE?* created with QuizFarm.com Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: Androgeny By Garbage (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, March 10th, 2006
4:38 pm	Fun Creativity- Your inner power is Creativity! Any of The Arts-music, dance, pure art, drama, creative writing-are your passion. You love the way you can control what happens to you and your life while you participate in any of The Arts, and you can push your emotions aside when you do so. You at times can feel very depressed and alone, and yet it only further fuels your love for your art. Life to you can often seem bitter and cruel, a world of darkness with only a few tiny flares of light, stretched out far in between one another. In a way youre confused with what you want in your life, and find it hard to trust people. Because of this people of the outside world see you as cold and uncaring, yet those who befriend you love you a lot, and know you are only very lonely and hurting. Boys are intrigued by your mysterious mask, and one day, one of them will reach passed your barriers and care for you the way you so desperately want to be cared for. Dont let the popular people get you down; you are a wonderful person, and without the creativity you bring the world, it would be a very boring place. Love yourself for who you are, for you are very special. Boy/Girl who will sweep you off your feet: A sweet, sensitive man/woman. The guy/girl who understands your need for being alone sometimes. Yet also someone who would do anything to protect you for being hurt, even if it means giving up their life. Your stone: Jade Your power: Dreaming/Imagination Your element: Dream A quote that applies to you: Dare to dream, dare to fly, dare to be the ever chosen one to touch the sky. What's your inner power? (Girls only sorry. Beautiful anime pictures, lengthy results) brought to you by Quizilla Current Mood: amused Current Music: Man! I Feel Like A Woman! Shania Twain (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, February 23rd, 2006
12:14 pm	I'm putting together theme music and need more I got: Barbie Girl by Aqua I'll be that Girl by Barenaked Ladies Dude(Looks Like a Lady) by Aerosmith I wish I was a Girl by Violent Delight Lola by the Kinks I know what boys Want by Vitamin C Man! I feel Like a woman by Shania Twain Any other songs along this theme I can add? Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: Man! I Feel Like A Woman! Shania Twain (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, December 5th, 2005
1:22 pm	Bits of fiction I wrote 3 Away Trips By Kim Torence ( Read more... ) Current Mood: amused Current Music: Man! I Feel Like A Woman! Shania Twain (Comment on this)
1:17 pm	Bits of fiction I wrote 2 Edward Pickman Derby's Tale By Kim Torence ( Read more... ) Current Mood: amused Current Music: Man! I Feel Like A Woman! Shania Twain (Comment on this)
1:15 pm	Bits of fiction I wrote 1 Igor's Adventures in Ginger By Kim Torence ( Read more... ) Current Mood: amused Current Music: Man! I Feel Like A Woman! Shania Twain (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 1st, 2005
6:02 pm	What do you like best about dressing? I love sheer fabrics like stockings and hose and the feel of filling a bra and the tightness of fitted or stretching fabrics holding me in. Current Mood: chipper Current Music: Man! I Feel Like A Woman! Shania Twain (Comment on this)